your heart felt good

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 00:08:11 GMT

I've deleted everyone from my flist here.
I am now at winsomes .

last call

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 05:27:50 GMT

I have officially moved to ~winsomes.
I will be deleting my flist here on Monday, so if you wish to be readded, head on over to the new account and friend me.

Thanks bbs!

moved.

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 20:50:03 GMT

Even though I'm out of state for a short film project at the moment, I'm waiting out dinner by finally getting around to posting this.

I am officially leaving bruges behind, and will be completing my new journal, winsomes , within the next couple of days.

I am ashamed of myself for not being as good of a livejournal friend as all of you; I blame the fact that my flist simply became too big for me to handle. But, rest assured that I do, in fact, read every entry when I get a chance, though I may not have time to respond to it. I really want this to change, therefore I am keeping my flist at winsomes to a 30 person maximum.

To those of you that are still active, I'd very much like to start completely over and re-add you. But I don't want to pressure anyone, so if you wish to remain friends, please add winsomes and I will do the same.

The new journal will be completely finished and prettified by Friday, when I get home.
I love you all; thanks for making bruges a fun place to hang around. Oh wow, lame.

bring your ghosts; community pimp.

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 03:26:01 GMT

Guh. I could have sworn I put a notice up about this before, but I guess I didn't.

a music community

join! watch!

I was gone for the weekend without my laptop, so I haven't gone through my entire flist yet. I promise I'm going to comment on each and every entry, and finally get around to the massive (and possibly, pointless) picspamming that I previously promised.

"she saved the world. a lot." picspam.

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 05:42:26 GMT

Dawn: I'm sorry.
Buffy: It doesn't matter
Dawn attempts to run past her.
Buffy: What are you doing?
Dawn: I have to jump. The - the energy.
Buffy: It'll kill you.
Dawn: I know, Buffy. I know about the ritual. I have to stop it.
Buffy: No.
Dawn: Buffy, you have to let me go. Blood starts it, and until the blood stops flowing, it'll never stop.

Dawn: Buffy, no!
Buffy: Dawnie, I have to. Listen to me, please. There's not alot of time. Listen.

"Dawn, listen to me. I love you. I will always love you. This is the work I have to do.
Tell Giles...Tell Giles I figured it out. And I'm okay. And give my love to my friends.
You have to take care of them now. You have to take care of each other.

You have to be strong. The hardest thing in this world is to live in it.
Be brave. Live. For me. "

+ Made for the current challenge at picspammy

+ This is probably one of my favorite scenes of Buffy. Besides her death being one of the few television scenes that made
me cry actual tears, it showed how beautiful the sister bond was between Buffy and Dawn, and that she was willing to

sacrifice herself for someone that hadn't always been there.

vm picspam

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 11:01:27 GMT

I'm desperately trying to avoid my Mythology final at the moment, hence a crappy picspam at six in the morning.
Veronica Mars is probably one of my favorite shows of all time, and what better place to start a spamtribute than at the beginning?

Veronica Mars: I'm never getting married. You want an absolute? Well, there it is.
Veronica Mars, spinster. I mean, what's the point? Sure, there's the initial primal drive.
Ride it out. Better yet, ignore it. Sooner or later, the people you love let you down.

Veronica Mars: Move.
Guy: Who died and made you -
Veronica pulls out knife.
Guy: You are a freak.
Veronica Mars: You're new here, huh? Welcome to Neptune High. Go Pirates!

Teacher: And what do you suppose Pope meant by that?
Veronica Mars: Life's a bitch until you die.

Veronica Mars: Wow. This is a little embarassing.

Vice Principal Clemmens: Veronica, why does trouble follow you around?

Veronica Mars: Go see the wizard. He said that? Well congratulations sport, in your short
time here, you've managed to piss off a motorcycle gang and the local sheriff.

Veronica Mars: God, Lilly. I see the prozac's working.
Lilly Kane: High on life, Veronica Mars. I've got a secret. A good one.

Logan Echolls: That's my girlfriend. Your friend. Duncan's sister. Your dad is destroying the
Kane family. What's the matter with you people, huh? What's the matter with you?

Veronica Mars: Quite a reputation I've got, huh. Wanna know how I lost my
virginity? So do I.

Don Lamb: Look at this. She cries. I'll tell you what, Veronica Mars. Why don't you see
the wizard, ask him for a little backbone.

Logan Echolls: She used to be fun, man.

Veronica Mars: I used to think I knew what tore our family apart. Now I'm sure I don't. But I promise this: I will find out what really happened, and I will bring this family back together again. I'm sorry, is that mushy? Well, you know what they say. Veronica Mars, she's a marshmallow.

friends cut

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 00:18:23 GMT

My flist was a little bit too large for me to keep up with, so I've removed a number of people.
Please believe me, it's nothing personal. It's only because we never really talked or if you haven't updated in a while.
If you would like to be re-added, just let me know - I'm all for giving introductions another go :)

effy picspam, part one

Sat, 14 Mar 2009 11:00:30 GMT

Effy Stonem picspam.
Because she's a fierce bitch, and I want her to be my best friend?
Part one now, part two later.

"and what emotion have you chosen to depict?"
anger, jealousy, bitterness, tiredness, hope, lust, love.

+ alright. so let's discuss this past episode of skins. holy shit.

buffy picspam!

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 05:27:34 GMT

Who knew a two week hiatus could put me so ahead on my course work? It looks like I'll be finishing on time, if not early. So I wasted two hours making a mini picspam. Mhmm. Personal update coming later.

going through the motions
i've been making shows of trading blows
just hoping no one knows
that i've been going through the motions
walking through the part
nothing seems to penetrate my heart

i've got a theory
i've got a theory, it doesn't matter
what can't we face if we're together
what's in this place that we can't weather
apocalypse, we've all been there
the same old trips, why should we care

under your spell
i lived my life in shadow
never the sun on my face
it didn't seem so sad, though
i figured that was my place
now i'm bathed in light
something just isn't right

i'll never tell
am i crazy, am i dreaming
am i marrying a demon
we could really raise the beam
in making marriage a hell
so thank god i'll never tell

rest in peace
let me rest in peace, let me get some sleep
let me take my love and bury it
in a hole six foot deep
i can lay my body down
but i can't find my sweet release

what you feel
all these melodies, they go on too long
then that energy
starts to come on way too strong
all those hearts laid open - that must sting
plus some customers just start combusting
that's the penalty
when life is but a song

standing in the way
i wish i could lay your arms down
and let you rest at last
wish i could slay your demons
but now that time has passed

walk through the fire
i touch the fire and it freezes me
i look into it and it's black
why can't i feel, my skin should crack and peel
i want the fire back

something to sing about
there was no pain, no fear no doubt
til they pulled me out of heaven
so that's my refrain
i live in hell, because i've been expelled
from heaven

where do we go
the battle is done, and we kind of won
so we sound our victory cheer
where do we go, where do we go from here?

jena malone picspam!

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 04:27:10 GMT

I'm in such a good mood, and I decided to maintain my cheeriness with a picspam. It was between Jena Malone, Billie Piper, Emilie De Ravin, and Zooey Deschanel. Obviously, Jena won. I positively adore her. She is insanely pretty and such a talented actress. For anyone who isn't familiar with her, go out and rent The Go-Getter or Donnie Darko; both one of my all time favorite films.

sticky!: scrapbook two thousand nine

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 01:56:08 GMT

default userpics;

→ © magicprophecy

→ © cherry_kiss_red

→ © starsburn

  → © nightcomes

→ © spadul

  → © droppingtear

layouts;

→ © meadow

films watched;

001. in bruges
002. donnie darko
003. grey gardens
004. the golden door
005. the uninvited
006. the rocker
007. spirit trap
008. my boy jack
009. december boys
010. chalk
011. go

shows watched;

001. carnivale
002. united states of tara
003. true blood
004. torchwood
005. legend of the seeker
006. skins
007. merlin
008. demons
009. dollhouse

books read;

001. debt of bones → terry goodkind
002. wizard's first rule → terry goodkind
003. thinner → stephen king
004. lolita  → vladimir nabokov
005. the scarlet letter → nathaniel hawthorne
006. the picture of dorian grey → oscar wilde
007. bastard out of carolina → dorothy allison
008. a great and terrible beauty → libba bray

songs loved;

001. laura marling → the captain and the hourglass
002. bishop allen → the news from your bed
003. aimee allen → revolution
004. best friends forever → ghost song
005. modest mouse → 3rd planet
006. frightened rabbit → the modern leper

people adored;

001. emily browning
002. idele harper
003. zooey deschanel
004. wentworth miller
005. jena malone

the __ to my __;

the sirius black to my gwenog jones
the effy stonem to my pandora moon
the jason stackhouse to my sookie stackhouse